A tribute to our Angel babies.

I wish this wasn't needed.
I wish we had our babies in our arms instead of their memories in our hearts.
I want to put our angels names and date of births/ Angel days somewhere forever.  

My Angels:
Angel. Lost at 8 weeks in January 2010
Charlie. Born sleeping 20th May 2014
Boo. Lost at nearly 12 weeks. September 2014

Stacy Chapman
Coby 25 April 2009
Riley 3 dec 2009
Caitlyn 6 march 2010
Ty 27 August 2011
Sain 13 feb 2012
Kia 20 jan 2014
mummy daddy and tiffany (rainbow baby born on 16/12/12) love and miss you loads my angels you will never be forgotten x

Jackie padilla
Savannah Elizabeth born and passed Dec 5, 2013. We love and miss you more each day. Fly high baby girl. Till we see each other again. Mommy loves you

Amy schelgel schlaheter
Kelsie Lynn and Kaela Christine. "Two Angels, One Heart "

Megan fry
Maxwell Bird - 13th August 2014 x

Jen fry
Tic and tac and pip fry

Sarah Waring
Jacob Waring. .love forever and a day..love mummy

Laura elcock
Brooke ebony Wright love always mommy 

Sara Murray
Chloe Murray. Forever in our hearts.

Natalie Rankin
Kyla-Rae 05\07\14 grew her wings 06\07\14 gone from this earth but ur lay forever in our hearts mummy's precious child xxx

kazan fields
Gretchen Pandora born sleeping 5-6-2009 Forever loved and missed Fly High Little Princess.

Natalie O'Hare
Avajayne o'hare 22/10/11 loved always precious little lady 

Andrea wade
Oscar David Wade -6th October 2011- 15 weeks gestation

Zara McMillan 

Nemo jones 22nd september 2012

Alison Jack.

Baby pip 3rd July 2014 

Casey Brown
Hope and Joseph and Ethan Hope's dob is 10/15/09 Joseph and Ethan's dob is 12/05/12

Donna Rafferty

Sausage 4/9/12

Cath Doughty

William 8.12.13.

Claire Hanks

Evie Ann rose hanks 02-03-14 

Babies hill

Nov 13 and March 14 x.

Jane Sargeant

Holly Sargeant 2nd November 2013 to 5th November 2013

Amy Louise Fells

Lawson-james Christopher Parnill, 4.6.14-8.6.14 xx

Abigail De Mouchet Bailey

lily Mae please xx

born sleeping on 30/01/14

Louise Seren Henry Evans

Seren grace 11/05/13 Henry 17/10/13

Natalie Kelly

Baby page 06.09.2007 and baby smith 06.03.2013

Sophie-Anne Rigg

Hazel Nirvana Roberts-Rigg 9/10/14

Mummy to an angel
lili elizabeth simpson born 11-5-13 got her angel wings 21-7-13

Claire Ross keegan

Emily Grace Keegan born at 29+4 26 May 2009, Charlie Logan born at 29+5 5 March 2010 too

 Anne mashek 
Fleeting Spirits and Austin

 Samantha aylin 
Please could you add Jessica Aylin 28/01/2013 - 30/01/2013 xx

Molly Procter 

Died: 18/12/2013
Born: 21/12/2013
Oliver

Marcie redmond
Edward Lucas Aug 18 2004
Camilla Ann-Marie. Nov 16, 2013

 kirsti howick

baby howick 2012/13/14

Sarah hussein
Ronza hussein 20/10/07 (female)


Amanda Lyons

my angels birth

This was really really hard to write so please understand if I have spelt things wrong or it doesn't make 100%sense
I went in on,the 21th of May to be induced to deliver my sleeping baby.
we were left waiting around for a long time before anything was done. Then around midday we have doctors come on and scan me. Then left for about an hour then came back to scan me again. At about half one I had the first lot of meds. I only had two loads before my Labour really st started and it all happened very fast.
I was left long with my husband a lot for long periods of time. I was given gas and air. I remember crying a lot. Crying wanting it not to be real. The midwife left the room to ask for a doctor to come for more pain relief. She came back and told me that they were going to s r nd my photographer home as it could be awhile. My waters broke and went everywhere.  My scar started to get sore so I knew my baby was going to be born soon. They called the doctor again (this all happened when my 3rd dose was meant to be given)  the doctor arrived just after my baby was born silently in one push breech.

The midwife let my photographer in to take: pics after I had the shot to help the after birth. I was left on the bloody wet bed while we had photos done for an hour. (We had a lovely lady from now I lay me down to sleep come)
Once she left I had help getting up and showered. The midwives went with my baby somewhere (I don't know where) and we were left for a hour or more.
We didn't get taken down to teardrop till 1 am. Our baby was down at 15.17.
We spent the night with him abd half the next day. All we could here was other people's babies still alive which hurt a lot.aa

product review

this is my opinions only. I have not been asked to do this and I haven't been paid to write this.


I Ordered a candle holder from something more in memory of my Angel babies.
They were very helpful and put up with me being a fussy so and so. They showed me font types and images that could be printed on it.  It arrived in 10 days (amazingly short time for hand made.)
It arrived in beautiful packaging, wraps in Brown paper then wrapped again in tissue paper

i ordered the 3 holder due to me having three angels, it just seems fitting. but they do have a size too. 

I have placed this on my angels shelve.   Plus it came with 3 candles ready to be lit 

This is how it looks lit. 

If one day we lose more babies I will definitely go back to then to update my holder.  I would definitely recommend them and will be using them again shortly.  

Links to them. If you click their name above it takes you to the esty page or click here for there Facebook page

page. 

Thank you for reading :)

Stress grieve and trying to keep life normal

Life goes on everyone says. You have to more on.
What if it seems impossible to move on, to get on with your life? Well that's what I feel right now. I lost 2 babies this year. My life is completely different and never will be able to be fixed, healed or patched up.
I am trying to keep life moving on for my earthside children but I am stuck in limbo. Stuck looking though a wall of pain. A wall of grieve that I can't get though.
Everything is 100times more stressful since our babies went to heaven.
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