silly little thoughts.....

Why does my brain keep thinking silly things! I am not really scared of baby girl being in special care (I know if she needs it she'll be best being there) it's other things like will she breastfeed? Will she know who i am if I have to leave her? What will happen with child care and my eldest two? when will they meet their sister? will i be about to babywear her? i know like all the questions will have to be sorted out before her birth and some will not be answered till after shes here! all i know now is that i love her so much and we will fight what ever is handed to us!