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I am a young (ish) mummy to 2 little boys and a mummy to a beautiful angel born at 27+4 weeks, i miss you so much </3 iam in a long term relationship with my 3 babies daddy!
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Monday, 19 May 2014

The worst week of my life has started!

today we went to the hospital! Today  was meant to be the day they checked baby and make sure she is in the right place and to Give me pills to help my body ready for labour, at 27week3days my baby has died, the plan was to have a few tests done(amino etc) before being induced Wed, now I know my baby is an angel already and I have to carry her dead till Wednesday. Right now I have slient tears running down my face, I always knew she wouldn't make it but. Its so real now, my baby will never come home, I'll never get to see her alive, my baby who I love so much is never going to grow, never going to play! She'll be sleeping forever and I really don't know how to cope!
All I ever wanted is a daughter for my son's to have a sister to play with and that's been Taken away from us! I can't stop crying,  my whole body hurts*