Today I went outside to put glass in the box and there by my feet was a feather out of nowhere. Everyone keeps telling me feathers, butterflies etc are sent by you to show me your watching us but all my believes feel like they have been ripped away from me.How can God be all loving and all that but rip a tiny baby away from us. My baby did nothing ever, all he did was kick and try and grow but I failed him and he didn't grow right!
Why did that happen but evil people get to be alive and walk around on earth and my baby isn't here!! Why aren't they in hell and my baby could be here instead of them.
My children's nana went to the park with my earthchildren today. My eldest came running in and gave me a handful of feathers.
He is so sweet but just doesn't understand why mummy is so upset.
My friend lost 2 out of 3 of her triplets at 24 and 27 weeks, carried the 3rd till 29 weeks, she finds feathers all over her house. I'm sure it's a sign. Stay strong xxx
ReplyDeleteI just feel so confused. i dont understand why babies die :'( why do bad things happen to innocent people :(
Delete