It's been 8 weeks since I held you on my arms. 8 of the longest most painful weeks of my life!
I still feel like it's the day you were born, the pain, the grieve and the heartache hasn't changed.
Every second of every day I wish you were still here. Its killing me your not here. That I can't hold you one last time.
I would do anything to hold you again. I would do anything for this to be a nightmare.
There are no words for this pain, for this emptiness.
I can't believe all I have left of my baby is a few pictures and his ashes! I can't believe this is my life now. That rhis pain will never go away.
My life is just fill of silent tears, missing my baby more than anything in this world and feeling ripped up into a million pieces and never being able to repair my self!
All I want is to hold my baby and never let him go but I can't have that.... ever!
I am completely broken and will be forever
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