How it feels like to lose one baby? Awful. Worst than awful.
How it feels to lose two in the space of 6 months? Theres no words for it.
I feel like my body is completely useless. I feel like I've let everyone down. I don't feel anything but guilt and numb.
I hate it.
I hate this life.
I wish I could explain it but you can't understand unless you have been in this place.
I don't even know why I am writing this but I needed it off my chest.
mummy of two boys and two very special angel babies, Charlie born sleeping 21st may 2014 and Edward 3rd June 2015 the days my heart broke into pieces. Breastfeeding, babywearing, cloth nappy using mummy!
About Me
- mummylouisex
- I am a young (ish) mummy to 2 little boys and a mummy to a beautiful angel born at 27+4 weeks, i miss you so much </3 iam in a long term relationship with my 3 babies daddy!
Sunday, 14 September 2014
Honestly can't think of a title
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