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I am a young (ish) mummy to 2 little boys and a mummy to a beautiful angel born at 27+4 weeks, i miss you so much </3 iam in a long term relationship with my 3 babies daddy!

Sunday, 14 September 2014

Honestly can't think of a title

How it feels like to lose one baby? Awful. Worst than awful.
How it feels to lose two in the space of 6 months? Theres no words for it.
I feel like my body is completely useless. I feel like I've let everyone down. I don't feel anything but guilt and numb. 
I hate it.
I hate this life.
I wish I could explain it but you can't understand unless you have been in this place.
I don't even know why I am writing this but I needed it off my chest.

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