It's not fair everyone around me is happy and all I have is pain. I just want to be happy.
I want not to have awful nightmare. I want not to break down randomly.
I want my babies back
I want to not to break down every time I hear or read the word funeral. I want horror films to be scary because it could happen not because they use words like death etc.
I want to put on the radio without being scared that the song that's on or will be on will cause a breakdown.
I want my babies back
I just want to feel like me again. I never will though. I am Not me anymore.
I am a shell of myself
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