Specialist appointment. TRIGGER WARNING!!!

We went to see the baby brain specialist and it was worse news than we could ever have guessed. I feel let down by our old hospital as they must of knew how bad everything was and they didn't tell us. Instead they made excuses about other things and never gave us real information. If they didn't know what was wrong then I think the hospital needs sorting out as its awful!
So today, we have a scan to start with and they explained to us what was wrong. Baby has very severe bilateral ventrixuolmegaly and her midline is ruptured. They could see very little brain tissue.
We've been told if we continue the pregnancy then she will not be able to feed, be early and have serious fits :( If she makes it though the pregnant/Labour/birth!
I don't know if I can put her though so much. I love her so much it's killing me that she's so bad :(

I'll update this more later right now i am not in the frame of mind to write more :( sorry