It has been a week since your heart stopped beating, since my heart broke in two. It's been a week since my world stopped, the pain is getting worse instead of better, my heart is only just still beating, I miss you so much.
This pain has no words to explain it, it has no end inside, I lost a part of me when you left me, I lost a part of my soul a part of my life.
I want you so bad, I want to wrap my arms around you and never let you go. I would do anything to have you back with me right now.
I would do anything to still be carrying you in my womb, I would do anything to have the sleepless nights, the nights of colic, the poopy nappies. I would do anything to see you breathing and to see your beautiful eyes.
I wish so bad this is a nightmare and I'll wake up to you kicking and moving, that I'll wake up to heartburn and know your still with me.
I just want you back so Much my sweet sweet baby.
About Me
- mummylouisex
- I am a young (ish) mummy to 2 little boys and a mummy to a beautiful angel born at 27+4 weeks, i miss you so much </3 iam in a long term relationship with my 3 babies daddy!
Monday, 26 May 2014
My arms ache for you
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I wish there were some magic words I could say to you that would take away even the slightest amount of pain you feel, but I know there isn't. Your pain is heartbreaking and nothing that anyone should ever go through, but please know you are not alone, hold your boys close and remember that they need you, their mama x
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