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I am a young (ish) mummy to 2 little boys and a mummy to a beautiful angel born at 27+4 weeks, i miss you so much </3 iam in a long term relationship with my 3 babies daddy!

Thursday, 29 May 2014

Specialist midwife

so the specialist midwife is coming today, she wants to talk about a post mortem and funeral for my tiny baby. how am I supposed to do this? She's my tiny baby, I am mean to be still pregnant with her, instead they want to talk about something no mum and dad should have to think about it. How do I even find the words to talk about this?
All I want is my daughter back, all I want is her alive and in my arms forever, all I want is to be with her.
I am so desperate to wake up from this nightmare, this can't be real. Its not fair this amount of pain. I just want to hold her forever.
Please let me be with her, I can't cope without her

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