It's been a week

It's been a week since you came into this world sleeping, we've had a week of so much heartache, a week of tears and pain. I miss you so much, I just want you in my arms,  want to be with you forever!
I just want you, I can't believe I've had to live without you for a week, although to be honest I haven't been living, I've been half dead the whole time, I am not alive with out you.
I just can't cope, I just want you. How do I do this? How do I cope without seeing you grow up?
I dunno how to breath, I just want to give up