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I am a young (ish) mummy to 2 little boys and a mummy to a beautiful angel born at 27+4 weeks, i miss you so much </3 iam in a long term relationship with my 3 babies daddy!

Tuesday, 27 May 2014

Each day feels like forever.

Everyday feels like it's lasting forever, each hour feels like a day without my baby. The pain of missing you hurts so much, I can barely breath, I can barely stand up without my legs giving in under myself. Every time I see myself in a mirror I don't see myself. I am just full of pain and I cant see this pain EVER leaving, ever getting better.
Today I have to wait for a phone call from a special midwife but I haven't been told a time or anything so its just waiting around again.
It hurts so much. I just want this pain to end. I just want this pain to end, I just want my baby back.

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